2011_Part 1 Of Story

Thank you for letting me know that what the FBI did the day they went to my mom's job telling her and her boss that I am crazy, paranoid, talking about nightmare's of rape and being molested was illegal.The day after I wrote the FBI telling them that I have been a victim of stalking, being bullied in class and on the job, harassment, voice to skull technology and direct energy weapons is when they went to my mom's job two days in a row. When I called the govt' of this state office asking to speak to someone regarding this, they called my mom telling her I am crazy and delusional and this was after I talked to a woman on the phone who said that what I was going through was horrible and she understood. I'm so tired of going through this and meeting men (most of all) who embarrass me and other targets by asking me about my sex drive, telling me they have a pretty dick and that "they" are working on his dick regarding me. And then I just talked to another guy who kept insisting I call him on the hotline for targets and he gave me his number. When I told him the reasons (above) why I don't support people over the phone, give out my number and that my channels and accounts with information was the best I could do and that I am a victim of electronic assaults on the genitals, he said "that was too much information". And I don't know if he is a real target. There is another claiming to be a target but, her emails made me feel so uncomfortable and knowing about my lifestyle & preference, she shared a video about people protesting with these signs that said "god hates fags" and she claims that the people who were telling them to get off the streets from their cars were targeting them. Targets are online proving their innocence, we aren't on the streets spreading hate. My story is long and it's on my main youtube channel (aaishasmusic1963). This started happening to me after I filed a law suit against The Galt House Hotel in November of 2007. I didn't notice what was going on at the time when people I didn't know began to harass me on Myspace and seemed to be following me from site to site. I dropped the law suit in April of 2008 after I found out the the HR manager's daughter's was stalking me on my Myspace account, she had access to my private blogs and when I mentioned the harassment through my blogs in May 2008 and that people were calling bullying me online, my account was deleted. The day my account was deleted, I deleted over almost a thousand people from my list and was left with about 50-100. I was upset because people who I didn't know knew personal things about me and I blogged through bulletin about it. I was attacked with electronic device's and voice to skull technology in the spring of 2008 and it continued through the summer. The great thing about my situation is my blogs and emails of my saying "someone is touching me", "I felt like someone punched me" were blogged online on my playlist account. By this time, I only had a playlist account and I drowned myself in music. There were so many people harassing me and stalking me online that I couldn't imagine it being someone and people I didn't know. The harassment continued over the summer and I was hired at Kool Smiles. The woman there had access to my emails and my amazon account. By this time, I only had an email account besides Amazon because of the cyberbullying. The women at Kool Smiles psychologically tormented me, let me know they had access to my accounts and they would say things to me that let me know they knew what I did offline and in my home. They would change insurance information and say I made mistake's. They cut my hours to 5 hours a week when I emailed a friend in Chicago telling them about computer hacking, employers having access to your accounts, etc. After they cut my hours, I decided to leave. I couldn't take it anymore. They bombed my email accounts because I saved every piece of information over the summer of 2008. My email (carlymarie82@yahoo.com) of over 10 years (I still have papers with that email listed) was bombed along with another email I set up to look for jobs. The hygienist sent me an email saying I am generationally cursed because my grandmother did tarot cards and she kept giving me CD's with pastors mentioning gay people going to hell. I sent the HR manager of Kool Smiles a letter telling them that she did this to me and they asked me for a copy of her words knowing that my accounts had been bombed. I started journaling at KS so, I have documentation of what happened to me while working there on a daily basis. When I left KS, they knew I was about to lose my place after my hours were cut to 5 hours a week, and they decided to change my social number so I wouldn't get paid of taxes and the manager messed up my last paycheck. I had bills to pay and I wanted to walk away from what happened at The Galt House (again) and Kool Smiles so my mom filed me that year. I have two pieces of paper from KS that proves they knew that my social was "this" and not "that". After leaving KS, I decided to stop using the internet and I did for months. My grandmother got a new cpu and I needed to look for jobs, so I used her cpu and not only were my accounts deleted but, the stalking, harassment and the feeling of being under surveillance, being watched and being told that I was being watched continued. In May of 2009, my mom and I decided to open a music channel on youtube and she knew my accounts kept being deleted and told me to share an account with her. So we did until her account was deleted. By that time, something in me said "if you mess with my mama..." and that was when I finally called The Galt House, the HR manager and I told her that her daughter is a demonic person and a stalker. And then I sent emails telling them that I continued to be stalked and since I filed a lawsuit with that company. I called the police and told them to make the harassment stop and that it was coming from the person who started stalking me in November of 2007, K. Moorehead (the HR manager daughter who also worked with me in the call center of the galt house for 3-4 months) As I began to research and discover the truth in summer of 2009, I only knew about Mind Control from watching a couple of Alex Jone's video's. This man ignored me when I emailed him crying for help and pleading and I still thought he was a hero until a nice woman saw me on someone's channel (on youtube) and told me to look up blue beam project in October of 2009. She left me this comment through comments on my main youtube channel and months later, I started finding out about electronic harassment and direct energy weapons. From that point, I was happy, angry and confident. I felt like I could prove what had been happening to me since November 2007 and I thought that after exposing this, my friend's would confess about the odd email's I got from them and that they'd explain themselves and I though the govt' would come to me and tell me this was a mistake and shouldn't have happened. I was bullied into exposing the truth and this isn't the life I chose. I'm not a hero because I didn't choose to be. My story is longer but, I have more documentation than anything. A guy told me to get radiation treatments and blood tests to prove myself. And he told me to get a video camera and record the beams that fly through someone's home who is assaulted with energy weapons. I have blogged on Blingee about being assaulted with energy weapons and the date or the days that have passed is listed. The amazing thing about my account is I started it blindsided. I basically knew knowing about these projects and my art reflects that I was being watched and that my journal was being read. Before I was confident enough to speak up about my nightmare's online, I wrote in my journal and I have mentioned my nightmare's and how people online made fun of me for having nightmares. I started GED classes in March of 2009 and people let me know they knew what I did online, they seemed to read my thoughts and they also made fun of me for writing to God and talking about my daddy. This one girl in class said "Dear God, I miss my daddy..." and looked at me while the whole entire class laughed. There were so many times in 2009 that I ran out of class crying. One day I sat on the side walk and talked to God not caring that people walked by. I was lost but, I got my GED. I stay with my mom and I can not get a job. I only work now because my mom is my manager and I clean toilets. I used to be a medical receptionist and now I see cups of pee, others people shit and vaginal insertions with DNA on it. And I go into this medical clinic after the employee's leave and they have left notes for me that let me know they follow me online. I am a victim of influenced nightmare's aka virtual rape(blue beam project) and my genitals are assaulted with energy weapons. They is rape and the nurse's left a message on the wall that said "hide yo' kid's, hide yo' wife, cause they raping everybody :D"...its the type of message you wouldn't think would be allowed in a professional environment, let alone a medical clinic where doctors look between a womans legs and inserts things. The amazing part to me is that the woman at Kool Smiles who work with nothing but children and the women at Norton's who see pregnant women and children and the teachers at my college who follow me online and make fun of me, do not care about the saftey of the people in their environment. They should and they are responsible. I plan to mentiont that in my video blogs this spring. I personally know about Cointelpro, Infargard, Direct energy Weapons, Weather Warfare, Chemtrails, Mk Ultra Programming/ Blue Bird and Blue Beam Project but, right now I can't explain this in scientific terms the way others can. I choose not to research all day long and I re promote the video's that have stuck in my head especially when an ignorant person says something mean to me.

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